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Songs from the Chillman catalog, melodic indie rock with traces of folk, pop and late-night storytelling.
Celine
Chillman Vol. I / album / Track 1 / 2026 / indie rock / english
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Celine, Celine, Why’d you make it seem like you were mine Then turned around and ran across the line
All the days, We'd pretend that we played a friendly game With no stakes, but I got burned all the same
How long do I keep waiting For a girl that never stays? So many nights turn into days.
All those nights, I drove in circles past the streets where we had been You talked about the things beneath your skin
I saw your face Saw your shadow passing by the grocery store Wrote a text, never sent it like I did before
How long do I keep waiting For a girl that never stays? So many nights turn into days.
Celine, Celine, I would cross the stormy oceans in a beat And taste the salty sea turning sweet
How long do I keep waiting For a girl that never stays? So many nights turn into days.
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Let Go
Chillman Vol. I / album / Track 2 / 2026 / indie rock / english
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Bunch of people everywhere Right in the middle is your face Here I am There you are
Can we stay up just one more night And be the way we are Without regrets, without our fears
Please don't say what you don’t mean That you've never been so seen And your hands are tied to the past How could we ever make this last? You know I want you close, but not like that You just see a different sign
I kinda get how it went down You saw just who I am You gave your time, You were like me
And now we stand with history Half truths and misery I should've done, I should've said something
Please don't say what you don’t mean That you've never been so seen And your hands are tied to the past How could we ever make this last? You know I want you close, but not like that You just see a different sign
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David Gilmour
Chillman Vol. I / album / Track 3 / 2026 / indie rock / english
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There's something David Gilmour said 'Bout being content not feeling anything at all
Self-medication A straight up tragedy You’re moving far away
I could never see what it was You needed from me
I could never give you the things To set us free
The night flew right by and we talked just you and I Planning our very first date Let's meet by a bar then we gaze at the stars Rosé and a cigarette
I could never see what it was You needed from me
I could never give you the things To set us free
The night flew right by and we talked just you and I Planning our very first date Let's meet by a bar then we gaze at the stars Rosé and a cigarette
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I Wanna Live Like In The Movies
Chillman Vol. I / album / Track 4 / 2026 / indie rock / english
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I wanna live like in the movies 1952 When every thing was black and white T'least then I won't see blue
I'm gonna travel down to Jersey No, not the one in the States I'm going to an island town Off the coast of Margate
People passing by Empty faces on the side Telling me to go Telling me to follow my dreams
I wanna live like in the movies Where no one says goodbye Just let it fade away into The burgundy night sky
People passing by Empty faces on the side Telling me to go Telling me to follow my dreams
I wanna live like in the movies That I saw when I was fifteen Drink tequila in the sunrise On a California beach
People passing by Empty faces on the side Telling me to go Telling me to follow my dreams (Telling me to go) Telling me to follow my dreams
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Slowly Getting Old
Chillman Vol. I / album / Track 5 / 2026 / indie rock / english
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Finding relief in the screen A quick kick of dopamine (I'm slowly getting old)
Tending the bar every day While time flies away (Time flies away)
You always aim for the stars (With your feet stuck in the tar) And every dream seems too far (When you wonder where you are) And all my friends are bankers and lawyers, And teachers and doctors and what am I Is what I ask in the morning sun
Sometimes all it takes Is a way to bring back the memories (Bring back the memories) Never wanted change But life came in the way (Life came in the way)
You always aim for the stars (With your feet stuck in the tar) And every dream seems too far (When you wonder where you are) And all my friends are bankers and lawyers, And teachers and doctors and what am I Is what I ask in the morning sun
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Night Drive
Chillman Vol. I / album / Track 6 / 2026 / indie rock / english
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Driving through the night Playing on repeat what could've been But now she's in your bed And you'll never know how I feel
I heard you calling me last night boy But I need more time Give me something new to hold onto And when the morning rain starts falling Like I fell for you That's when we'll know it's true
Driving through the night Driving through the night And you'll never know how I feel
I heard you calling me last night boy But I need more time Give me something new to hold on to And when the morning rain starts falling Like I fell for you That's when we'll know it's true
I heard you calling me last night boy But I need more time Give me something new to hold on to And when the morning rain starts falling Like I fell for you That's when we'll know it's true
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Self Sabotage
Chillman Vol. I / album / Track 7 / 2026 / indie rock / english
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Looking back on all the things you said to me Looking back on all the rules we used to break Sometimes I wonder how you've been I drink too much to warm up my skin Never wanted you to know I'm self-sabotaging on my own Give me one more reason to stay
Looking back on all the things you said to me Looking back on all the pain we put us through I still feel it down my spine Was never any good at tracking time Never wanted you to know I'm self-sabotaging on my own Give me one more reason to stay
Never wanted you to know I'm self-sabotaging on my own Give me one more reason to stay
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The Door
Chillman Vol. I / album / Track 8 / 2026 / indie rock / english
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I am before You are a head We are at your door Please open your door
I am a head You are before We are still at your door Please open your door
We are leaving the door Do you want something from the store? Please tell me more Please open the door
Police came with a roar Tried to remove me from your door I was screaming and shouting on the floor The police is no more
I am the door
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Petunia Road
Chillman Vol. I / album / Track 9 / 2026 / indie rock / english
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I once had a garden With a pomegranate tree And some flowers that could use some sun
Was me and my brothers In a red suburban house And a mother that was always gone
She's probably at a play Or sitting in a cafe It never bothered me Down on Petunia road
Our neighbor's always screaming And I think he drinks too much And I think he probably beats his wife
They adopted a kid From somewhere far away And I never even knew her name
One day they got locked out Came ringing on my doorbell Said "can you help us please?" Down on Petunia road
Uncle Fred came to visit He began to mow the lawn Threw the clippings where you're not supposed
Old man cross the street Who had seen what Fred had done Came running with his fist held high
But Fred then beat him down Old man was on the ground There's blood all over town Down on Petunia road
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